I will wait.

I will wait till I am older to do whatever I want. I feel weird and hollow inside. It's because maybe I am always so unhappy and pessimist all the time. From now on I will be a  happy person. I will try to be nice and kind. I know people would get weirded out but oh well. 

Today I wanted to hit a person so much but I didn't because I thought 'No it's bad. Don't do it' 

I know I am all about growing up and then moving out and go partying whenever I want but that won't be the case. I hope not.

For the next 3 years I will dedicate my life into getting in uni, then I will do everything it takes to be a surgeon after that I will make sure I become the 'Cardiac Goddess'. I know after when I become successful and everything I will have a good life. I can go partying. I can get men but for now 'OFF WITH THE HORMONES!'

Don't hate, donate! Peace! Much love Falcon Lord! Hahahah!!